Never Love Again (Explicit)

I could be with anybody I choose you
我可以和任何人在一起 但我选择了你
Still it's no excuse to abuse you
但这不是虐待你的借口
But no one knows what I'm goin' through
但没人知道我经历了什么
So I used you
所以我利用了你
To be truthful
说实话
I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
如果我失去你 我不知道该怎么办
So I refuse to
所以我拒绝这么做
Might have a screw loose and a fuse blew
可能就像螺丝松了 保险丝烧断了一样  
But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you
但我想我可能会对你宽容
'Cause one minute I'm hollerin'
因为就在这一分钟 我在大喊
Screw you
去你的
Next I take it back
接下来 我要拿回属于我的东西
Guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you
我想你可以说我在试图打开你
But the sh*t's about to pop off yeah I feel you up
但它马上就要爆炸了 我感觉到你的存在
Then I got you totally open
然后我让你完全敞开心扉
As soon as I take your top off
我脱下你的衣服
You're so hard to resist you knock my socks off
你难以抗拒 脱掉你的袜子
My friends say you're bad for me hogwash
我朋友说你对我不好
I'll never love again
我再也不会爱了
The way I loved you
我曾经那么爱你
Did you find someone new
你另寻新欢了吗
Are you doing this with them
你在和他们缠绵吗
'Cause I remember when
因为我记得 
Still remember when you was mine yeah
我依然记得你属于我的那个时候
We were inseparable at one time yeah
我们曾经形影不离
You know my love for you was undying yeah
你知道我对你的爱至死不渝
You used to always have my back
你以前总是支持我
Some days it feels like you're all that I have
有时候我觉得你就是我的全部
That's why I'm tryna hold onto you
所以我总是紧紧抓住你
For as long as I can
尽我所能
And you just want me for my money
但你却只想要我的钱
So I got you wrapped all in saran
所以我将你包裹严实
D**n talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand
该死 将你完全控制 
But if not for my financials
但如果不是因为我的财务状况
I wouldn't have you anyways there have been ample
那么我就不会拥有你 
Plenty days where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull
很多天 我头昏眼花
Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful
我欲壑难填 你身边却有很多     
I can only take so much of you all at one time
我一次只能带走你这么多
Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes
因为有时你拥有太多 无法一下子将其吞咽 
Gotta take you in doses
一定要给你注射
But when you're not at my side
但当你不在我身边的时候
I shake in convulsions separation anxiety
我感到颤抖 抽搐 仿佛得了分离焦虑症
'Cause we may be the closest
因为我们亲密无间
Yeah baby we hopeless don't we make an atrocious
宝贝 既然希望渺茫 就不要那么残暴   
Combination we know it's like playing with explosives
我们知道这就像在玩炸药
Quite dangerous though
虽然很危险
But my brain's in hypnosis
但我的大脑处于催眠状态
Such a wide range of emotions
如此广泛的情感
Migraines but why the f**k am I takin' these motrins
偏头痛 但为什么我要吃这些药
Ibuprofens like a drop of rain in the ocean
药片就像大海中的一滴雨
And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken
当我崩溃的时候 你是我的救星
But the sh*t's about to go sideways I just know it
但事情如此糟糕 我知道
I'll never love again
我再也不会爱了
The way I loved you
我曾经那么爱你
Did you find someone new
你另寻新欢了吗
Are you doing this with them
你在和他们缠绵吗
'Cause I remember when
因为我记得 
Still remember when you was mine yeah
我依然记得你属于我的那个时候
We were inseparable at one time yeah
我们曾经形影不离
You know my love for you was undying yeah
你知道我对你的爱至死不渝
You used to always have my back
你以前总是支持我
So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you
所以我日渐衰微 因为我太懦弱了 不能离开你
Head is clouded in a fallacy but in reality
在谬论中头脑模糊 但在现实中
Somehow it seems like
好像是
When I lay me down to sleep
当我躺下睡觉的时候
I'm counting sheep
我无法入睡 只能数绵羊
You're bound to creak
而你却在和别人欢乐
'Cause every time I turn around you keep runnin' out on me
因为每次我转过身 你都在追我
You're my Xanax and my valium
你是我的救星 给我安宁   
I'm an addict you're a downer
我是个*** 你就是镇静药
You're my habit it's like I found you in the cabinet
我离不开你 就像我把你放在柜子里一样
But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof
但好像我无法打开它 因为它是儿童保护的
A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you
恶棍和恶魔 我对你依然有感觉
Awful every time I lost you felt like
每次我失去你 都觉得很糟糕
I had you in my pocket
你的照片依然在我的口袋里
Now I'm flippin' over the furniture
现在我在翻弄家具
Punchin' holes in the walls through
愤恨地砸着墙壁
Everything that we've gone through
我们所经历的一切
How many times you've f**ked me
我们曾经缠绵悱恻
But the way it felt for me to be on top
但是当我和你在一起的时候
When I was on you
当我和你在一起的时候
Swore my fealty but word to god
向上帝发誓 我永远忠诚于你  
I thought you loved me but you tried to kill me
我以为你爱我 但你想杀了我
I'm getting off you
我要离开你
Quit calling for me hard proof's how I respond to
别再联系我了 这是我铿锵有力的回应
The Ambien and Tylenols too
还有那些该死的药物
F**k all you
该死的家伙   
F**kin' b**ch
该死的女人
We're done
我们结束了