Sick Lullaby

I feel so empty
Sitting in my porch
On my way to church
I feel so lucky
I got loads of money but
Not a lover I could trust
Cuz I'm a superficial
Superficial girl
Sold the devil my own soul
I'm a superficial
Superficial girl
And I can't let go
In my land of fairytales
you were an angel
With eyes so pure
and kind like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now
You are a stranger
Your voice's stuck in my head
like a lullaby
Hey God don't judge me
When I'm sippin' from my gin
Confessing all my sins
Maybe I was born sick
I'm not good at goodbyes
But I'm good to hurt you right
Cuz I'm a superficial
Superficial girl
Sold the devil my own soul
I'm a superficial
Superficial girl
And I can't let go
In my land of fairytales
you were an angel
With eyes so pure
and kind like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now
You are a stranger
Your voice's stuck in my head
like a lullaby
Russian Roulette I'm
Playing with your love
But if I beg you'll give me more
Russian Roulette I'm
Playing with your love
But if I beg
In my land of fairytales
you were an angel
With eyes so pure
and kind like a lullaby
Played me like a monster now
You are a stranger
Your voice's stuck in my head
like a lullaby